28 July 2008

i am an idiot

for ever thinking that you will change

you will never be happy with just me

i am finally starting to accept this

it sucks... really, really, really sucks

but it is what it is, right?

good luck... i hope you find the one that makes you realize it's enough...

i just wish it could have been me.................

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

i hear your words, and i know im the source of your pain.

all i ever wanted to do was wash the pain away from your life - that's all i can do, is wash the pain away from your life as best i can, because i sure cant eliminate it from mine.

god help me, i love you. i love you with every pore, every fiber of my being. I don't know whats wrong with me, to cause this pain to you.

and i hate myself for it. more so now than ever.

if only you knew how sorry i really was.

 

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